Mixed feelings. Happy that so many of my family and friends came down to support me today. Sad that I performed way below the level we expected ourselves to be at. And I was the one that triggered the downward spiral too. Dammit.
I need to put all that behind me and focus on the tasks at hand. This week is going to be so hectic that I can hardly breathe - I need to rehearse with the guys for our student performance night which happens on Fri, and Leslie too. On top of that I have to prepare for Impresario’s auditions. Can Santa come earlier and give me 48hours per day please?
